Viva Fresh Clean Eating Challenge
Megan Jacobsen/Team Gills Onions
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From Guilt to Growth: My Five-Year Journey with the Viva Fresh Clean Eating Challenge
Looking back at my first year in the Viva Fresh Clean Eating Challenge (CEC), I remember the metrics: what to eat, what to avoid, and the numbers on the scale. Now as a CEC mentor, as I enter my fifth year, the most profound transformation isn’t what’s on my plate – it’s what’s happening in my head.
Ditching the “Food Police”
For a long time, I viewed food through a lens of “good” vs. “bad.” Every meal felt like a moral judgment. If I ate something outside the plan, guilt followed me for the rest of the day or even week.
This past year things clicked. Between the mentorship of two of our CEC Registered Dietitians and diving deep into the book Intuitive Eating, I realized that guilt is a terrible fuel source. It doesn’t motivate; it just drains. I’ve learned that my body isn’t a math equation to be solved – it’s a system to be nourished.
Small Shifts, Massive Results
When I look back over the last five years, I realize that the big “breakthrough” everyone looks for wasn’t one single moment. Instead, it was a slow, beautiful evolution of habits. In the beginning, it was just about learning how to best utilize whole foods to balance my blood sugar. Over time, that turned into experimenting with flavors and my macros, as well as finding consistency.
By the third and fourth years, the mental game shifted. I stopped the “restrict and rebel” cycle and started working with my body instead of against it. Now, in year five, I’ve reached a place of true food peace. These tiny, daily choices – like pausing to check my actual hunger or choosing a meal because I know it will make me feel energized rather than sluggish – have quietly added up to a life that looks nothing like the one I started with.
I’m no longer eating to hit a temporary goal; I’m eating so I have the energy to show up for my life, my family, and my career. When you ditch the guilt, you finally have room to actually fuel.
The Big Picture
It’s incredible to see how five years of grace and persistence can redefine your relationship with food. To anyone just starting their clean eating journey or feeling stuck in the middle: be patient. The guilt doesn’t evaporate overnight, but if you keep showing up and listening to the experts and your own body, you’ll eventually look back and realize you’ve built something permanent.
